HE IS GONE.

I get way too attached. Letting go is really hard for me.
Especially if you were the source of my happiness for so long.
It may take me awhile to find something to replace that.
It’s going to take some time to get you out of my head.
I’m going to want to text you, call you, even see you.
It may seem easy to move on from something you know is over,
but its not for me. When i’m with someone, I invest everything
I have in them. And when they’re gone, I feel like I’m left
with nothing. That either makes me a really hard lover or
just a fool.
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The Time of My Life.

The best remedy for those who are afraid, lonely or unhappy is to go outside, somewhere where they can be quite alone with the heavens, nature and God. Because only then does one feel that all is as it should be and that God wishes to see people happy, amidst the simple beauty of nature. As longs as this exists, and it certainly always will, I know that then there will always be comfort for every sorrow, whatever the circumstances may be. And I firmly believe that nature brings solace in all troubles
It's really a wonder that I haven't dropped all my ideals, because they seem so absurd and impossible to carry out. Yet I keep them, because in spite of everything, I still believe that people are really good at heart

It is never easy having things like that happen but you have to have a good cry

It is never easy having things like that happen but you have to have a good cry, dust yourselves off and pick yourselves up. There is nothing more that can be done.

I have been through quite a lot of rubbish things in my life (other people however have certainly had it worse) but I am always asked how I am so strong about them. I am not really sure I am but I do not see the point in giving up. You can be sad for a little while but as my Dad has always said – If something is wrong and you can fix it then do, however if something is wrong and you can’t then you have to get over it and move on.

I am not going to say much more today as I am still quite sad about it all but I promise to give you a much better more upbeat blog to read tomorrow!

Girl on the roof

Is she jumping? what an evening
To admire the view
Flower in her hair
Girl on the roof


I can see her, i believe her
Is she asking for proof
Love is in the air
Girl on the roof


In the balance of the silence
From the street down below
Crowd is gonna stare
Girl doesn't show


I can see her, i believe her
Would i say something new
Love is in the air
Girl on the roof

Love is in the air
What a perfect day to find
Nothing could compare
What a waste to turn and wave goodbye

Believe me when I say, this isn’t over baby.

Today has been horrible. I want to scream and yell at you, use you like a punching bag, cry and cry until you hold me and tell me it’s all going to be OK. But I can’t do that, for the first time I saw someone inside of you without compassion, who didn’t seem to care that this was like being stabbed in the heart. A man who didn’t know how to feel, didn’t know how to love, this was not the man I knew.

The man I know is kind, funny, loving, cares for his friends, loves the Lord, and always has a smile on his face.

What happened to you? Who broke you so badly that at the first sign of something real, you shut down, turn and run, and go completely cold.

I know you don’t believe me that something is here, I know you think it’s all in your head, that your game is so good that you created these feelings, but that’s simply not true.

Believe me when I say, this isn’t over baby.

It’s getting better, I haven’t cried today..

It’s getting better, I haven’t cried today, so that’s good. I know it’s all about timing. You can meet the right person, but it may not be the right time. I’m not saying that I know for sure that you are the right person, but I know that your heart isn’t ready for me. I hope and pray that the Lord will be able to soften your heart to allow you to love someone with His love.
This is hard to explain to other people so I hope that one day I will get to share these entries with you.
I keep thinking about what I said the other night in the car, how I’m always the one before “the one”. This time I really hope that isn’t true.

dairy of a single girl.

It was agreed to keep this story in our memory. But time passes and the conviction outweighs the weight of your absence. I feel guilty to forget the echo of your laughter, the sound of your voice, the smell of your perfume - one on the pull that you left for me fades-, your facial features that more also distinctly appear to me as before. What I'll certainly never forget, is the power of love which assembled us a time. & Then, there are the pictures that we hate because it represents a past long gone, a happiness which will not come back unless you're lucky. And me, my luck, it was you...& hearts <3